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wow [28 Jun 2009|03:31pm]
i have not been on here in SO long!
i know non of my friends use this anymore so maybe i can vent

soooo within the last 2 years SO much has changed!
first off i was looking at older posts and theres stuff thats changed.

the person i loved in a few entries down... we broke up. we were together for about a year and a half..
i still and always will love him but its not the right time. hes with someone else and im interested in someone =)
its ok though if its meant to be itll happen some day.

next HUGE change is my BFF eddie...
from my older entries... (he moved to miami)
well.... Eddie was murdered on July 5th 2008.
yes itll be 1 year in 6 days.
its absolutely devastating and they havent even found his killer yet. if ur interested in reading up on it google Eddie Pieron.
ive kinda been in a depressing mood since its coming up. and i found out last week that my grandma is going to die. there is no cure. she has cancer and she has some sort of a clot and basically the only thing they are doing is giving her pain meds so she dies peacefully. Its still awful though.

and as far as my love life..
im really into this guy and he likes me too but a few months ago he got out of an on and off 6 year relationship.
so basically im waiting for him. i dont know what we are because there is no title but we act like a couple when we r together... its weird.

welllllll im gunna get going just thought id update.
<3
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so [06 Jun 2007|02:31pm]
[ mood | blah ]

im starting to become really depressed again..
how do i fix this.

i need to lose weight.
period.

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hahahahaha [27 Aug 2006|08:26pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

all the shit i talked....
yeah...
ok

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whatever dude [23 Aug 2006|09:14pm]
u know what sux....
when one of ur "BFFs" decides to move out with u
and then out of nowhere
dissapears without telling u
for like a month now!!

wtf man
who does that
what kind of a person with any feelings at all
does that shit

when u decide that u have a heart again
come get ur shit out of the garage.
we already packed it for u
so u dont have to do any work.
as always
go ahead and run away.

were not ur parents...
y would we care
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[26 May 2006|07:11pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i love my boyfriend

p.s.
51 days sober!!!!!!
<3
sober meaning all but drinking
i got drunkkk on saturday....

great times
hotel..
6 month anniversary...
drug bust!!...
cops with gunsss....
while being piss ass drunk
and chillin with my best friends in the whole wide world!!!

so now....
who wants to get drunkkkk
lol!!

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omg!!!! i forgot bout lj!!! hahahaha [16 May 2006|09:43pm]
[ mood | busy ]

ok so heres the update with my life...

~ im still with luke and i love him more then ever!!! (6 months on the 23nd)
~ mexico on july 27-30th!!!! for my 19th bday!!!
~ im dropping out of beuty skool after the semester ends (june 22nd) cuz i absolutly hate it!!
~ every one is so fucked up and so shady!!
~ i love luke, holly, stace, and lynn cuz i know that i can always depend on them <3
~ im depressed bout the college life... cuz i have no idea what to do with my life!!
~ its been a year since grad and i feel like i havent improved at all in life.
~ i think im depressed
~ ive been sober for 41 days now..... i havent done nething not even weed!!
~ i miss the alcoholic days
~ i feel like i got way fat i hate it more then nething
~ feeling so shitty bout myself maks me want to cut
~ where did all of my friends go...?

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new pager #: 226~4885 lol im ghetto [10 Oct 2004|12:35pm]
[ mood | content ]



yup... its friends only now
cuz ppl suck and i like positive comments
and comments that support my decisions
not negative comments
it only causes drama

so yeah u know what to do....
comment to STAY or be ADDED

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<333 [09 Oct 2004|12:18am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i have a boyfriend!!

*giggle*

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Auto response from freebeer4emokids: beers great for the soul [08 Oct 2004|12:06am]
[ mood | cold ]

i wanna get drunk!!

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wtf is going on in this fucked up world [07 Oct 2004|01:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

god fucking hates me
FUCK EVERYONE

i love lulu [06 Oct 2004|07:25pm]
[ mood | confused ]

"I'm so sad. I make myself so sad. Nothing ever good happens to me. All i get .... i deserve. I just want to LOVE and to be LOVED." -Lulu




that is my feelings right at this very moment.
i think i like sumone else...
i feel terrible bout adam
and the mark thing
no one knows how sorry i am
i wish i didnt hurt neone
i do still like adam
but adam deserves sumone who will be more like him
well on the same page at least.
mark and me can only be friends cuz i cant fuck that up.
i wont fuck that up
he is sumone i could tell EVERYTHING to
u cant find many ppl like that nemore
but yeah there is this guy
and i think i might be starting to like him
he is an ex of mine
but we were only together for like a few days in 8th grade lol
but still he is rilly sweet and he is more of the type i seem to go for
so i dunno what to do
i feel so stuck in my emotions right now
i just want to scream!!

P.S. I LOVE JOSHCollapse )
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[03 Oct 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY LINN!! <333

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i went to court today... [28 Sep 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

court result= 50 hours community service, and $95 fine

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[27 Sep 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

my cell was stolen on saturday night...
and now i want to die
:(

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[25 Sep 2004|11:12am]
[ mood | crazy ]

just got dun with my SENIOR PICTURES
weeee

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COMMENT [21 Sep 2004|12:21am]
[ mood | curious ]

is my new layout ugly?
or should i keep it?

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[20 Sep 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | confused ]


i think i love him

hehe

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i love u Sammy~Jo [17 Sep 2004|09:21am]
[ mood | worried ]

Sam:
hey i wanted to make an entry for u
cuz i know u used to check my lj at Georges
neways i just wanted to tell u that i love u so much
and i dont want u to get hurt
so pleez be careful
cuz from what ive herd it sounds to me like ur turning into what i was 3 years ago
pleez dont end up like me
i just want the best for u
i told ur mom id move to florida if it would help
but she said it didnt matter cuz she already tried to fix it
hmm...
whatever. i just hope ur ok
i worry bout u
u need to text me or sumthing so i know ur still fucking alive lol
i herd u were moving with ur dad 2
pleez be careful
make wise decisions
if moving with ur dad is rilly what u want
then go for it
but if u have doubts maybe u should think bout it more
maybe ull change ur mind
whatever though i dont want to give u a lecture
i just want u to let me know that ur ok
and my door is always open for u
i rilly wanna see u in December 2
i love u Sam!!
<3

i wonder whats on katies mind sumtimes-- correction: all the time!! lol who am i to talk [17 Sep 2004|08:59am]
[ mood | horny ]

Shannana87: heyhey sexy
Shannana87: weee
KtPrincess919: penis
Shannana87: WRINKLE
KtPrincess919: vagina
Shannana87: lol
KtPrincess919: clit
Shannana87: get that sand outa ur vagina
KtPrincess919: twat
Shannana87: muahahaha
KtPrincess919: sex
Shannana87: nice

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[17 Sep 2004|01:03am]
[ mood | blah ]

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like some how you just don’t belong,
And no one understands you?

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
That no one hears you screaming?

No, you don’t know what it’s like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don’t know what it’s like,
To be like me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life

Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside you’re bleeding?

No you don’t know what it’s like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don’t know what it’s like,
To be like me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think I’m happy,
But I’m not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work, it was always there!
You don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)…

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life!



Welcome to my life!Collapse )

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i <3 Gillian [16 Sep 2004|12:35am]
[ mood | loved ]

and i <333 Adam!!
heheCollapse )

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[09 Sep 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

first day of skool
and im already sick of it!!
rrr

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[07 Sep 2004|11:54pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

im border line of love right now
im so happy!!
but im also terrified
ive been here before
but that was 3 years ago before the fucker turned evel!
i hate him for making me have doubts in ppl
but i know my baby will always treat me right
i chose the right guy this time
im so happy i finally found him

Adam...
i <3 u

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[05 Sep 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ample boobs



You Have Ample Boobs!


No doubt about it, you have one hell of a rack

No matter what you wear, you're a walking boob attack

Other girls might get jealous - and say your boobs are fake

But you smile knowing their boyfriends are yours to take!



What's Good About Your Boobs?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

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TampaksMaks: looks like fun [02 Sep 2004|04:32pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]



that is whats cummin straight for me
yeah
its as big as hurricane Andrew was
its almost a 5!!
its going 145 mph
o man this is gunna be a long weekend
see everybody on monday night
i <3 u all!!



+6Collapse )

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[01 Sep 2004|12:33pm]
im here till monday
we land at 9 pm monday night
and its all cuz the fucking hurricane
sorry kay and adam
<3
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[31 Aug 2004|11:32pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

ok this may be weird
but i feel sad
like i want to cry
but im so happy
i love having adam around
i miss katie to death!
i feel so horrible i couldnt go to her party
and im so jealous of her car
fuck u kay lol
but neways theres a hurricane cummin and if it hits us
i wont be home on sunday
:(
i want to cum home!!
im literally in the wrong state of mind out here lol
i cant take it nemore!!

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[28 Aug 2004|01:50pm]

~ The Only Abnormality Is The Incapacity To Love ~

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quiz [28 Aug 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Quiz stolen from Lulu

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON)= Amber Pat
YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVORITE SNACK FOOD + GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME)= Gushers Robert
YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVORITE RESTAURANT)= Nip Tuck Rubys
EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot)= Ginger Florida
SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied)= Shannons Cannons LA
FLY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name)= S. Fri
ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen)= chocolate milk
DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School)= turtle elcamino real
BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink)= fruit snack smirnoff
SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived)= Marie Sadan

[28 Aug 2004|01:00am]
[ mood | loved ]

i love ur feet

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